Have I mentioned recently how much I love this ^ man? He is so special and wonderful . . . and I never want him to think that I have forgotten how much I think he is so special and wonderful . . .

I hate that most of the time he is in New Mexico . . . I want him with me all the time . . . but I know in my "Grown up" head that we have got to do what we have got to do, to get through life. My "lovers" heart just wants him with me all the time.

This weekend may be crazy with company coming and all the other things we need to do, but I want him to know that those "quiet" moments when it's just he and I and we are emotionally connected, are the happiest of my life.